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You can be careful and i’ll be the reckless one.

Misinterpreted Hearts: The Lonely Conundrum

merelyaspectator:

I’m lonely most of the time, and while I can’t say that I enjoy it, I feel that I am more in control of myself and my heart when I am not attached to anyone. I’m not at the mercy of someone else’s affections or lack thereof to make me feel good or break me into a million pieces. Maybe I put “too…

I LOVE DRESSING UP -Tonight went to a black tie Christmas event. Got to wear a brand new dress.

I LOVE DRESSING UP -Tonight went to a black tie Christmas event. Got to wear a brand new dress.

I apologize

I have been reblogging and posting depressing things as of late. 

I just ended it with this boy. 

And clearly its affecting me. I just looked at my blog and everything after the day i ended it is sad. Or angry. 

Sometimes i just can’t help it. 

It’s all i can feel. 

I don’t know how to feel anything else.  

I wanted this, i wanted you, i wanted it to last but you fell through.

So i’m writing you out of my dreams, you’ll miss me i swear when i leave….. 

Yeah i’m writing you out of my dreams, you’ll miss me i swear. Cause i’m writing you out, i’m crossing my T’s. And i want back the necklace that i said you could keep. You miss-comprehend and i scorn you till death. My words are as strong as my last gasp for breath. Leave nothing behind not a trace or a crumb. And no clues to unlock how painful this was. So i’m writing you out of my dreams, you’ll miss me i swear when i leave.